Why I Write: Lauren Becker
1. I don’t know how to knit and it gives me something to do with my hands besides using them to eat.
3. It connects me
to other people.
4. It names me. I
didn’t have that before.
5. It is messy
and beautiful, which is a totally great combination.
6. I need to say
things.
7. I hate my job.
8. I’m not that
good at anything else.
9. I want to.
10. It keeps me
focused.
11. Even if
nobody else reads it, I made something.
12. I grew up
saying almost nothing and it gives me a way to say things.
13. Words read
you back to yourself.
14. A few people
have told me stuff I’ve written has made them feel less alone. Like someone
gets them. We all want that.
15. It gives me a
place for my anger and sadness and for my wishes.
16. Sometimes
something really funny comes out.
17. On occasion,
it forces me to take a compliment, and I hate those.
18. It makes me
part of something bigger.
19. It saves my
life over and over.
20. It makes me
more honest.
21. It pays so
well.
Lauren Becker is editor of Corium
Magazine. She has a crooked nose and decent hair, given ideal weather
conditions. Her work has been published in some nice places. She has never been
nominated for a Pushcart. Her collection of short fiction, Things About
Me and You, is included in the anthology Shut Up/Look Pretty (Tiny Hardcore
Press, 2012).